hiding the planets

I hope my dearest dream becomes real, I keep waiting for the planets in my room, keep pretending I'm not blind, the scar becomes way too deep and I love it, my other wall sings other songs I don't understand , one more time I'll hide the planets inside this blind eyes, that baby bear wishes to eat me alive, he's been running from the sun and other bears, no more food and no more snow, is this what I am going too?
my hug